Every time I close my eyes see the pink light I need a manual to tell me how to think right Sleep tight just layin in the moonlight Staring at the sun I guess they're not too bright Guess they're jealous I can smell it in the mood right Get suspicious I can tell they don't move right I'm just sayin they just seem a little too nice Need space need time a whole new life WITSEC shit What's that shit where you feel so brick? Where you can't move, and you're cold as shit And everyone can tell you have a dick!!! :0 Under me is an apocalypse but I'm unbothered in my rocket ship Please exit it and turn off your mix If I wanted trash I'd find a garbage ditch I don't wanna hang I don't wanna cyphe I just wanna get you out of my life If you wanna talk just talk to the knife She could slice you up nice if you wanna sacrifice I dont wanna hang I dont wanna cyphe I just wanna get you out of my life I dont wanna call if you wont text just to ask if I'm alright I'm soft the beat's hard as shit You're Walmart I'm a garden bitch I make small art but make big tips I wear crop tops I think I'm hot shit I need less facetime, less time in space-time The drive to go outside in the day time Drive around and have a great time :) oh yeah thats nice But something seems to prevent me I guess its just that I'm empty Or maybe just I'd rather make beats and then pretend that I'm an M.C. I dont see How your id could bend you To do things you don't intend to (that was a lie) Mood swings so I see red then I get blue If you aren't dead I won't get a tattoo that has to do with you Sorry dude but that's just the truth it's not personal It's just a personal rule If you aren't dead I won't get a tattoo that has to do with you Sorry dude but that's just the truth it's not personal Out of sight Out of mind I guess I can try to cry I haven't in a while but my smile is a lie I haven't seen a lot of sunlight in the sky But I guess that's how it is when you never go outside I just stay in shadows and defaced basements Debased anxious on the ground shaking Reality as terrifying as it is ancient We're just raisins in the simulation I hold my hand out hoping someone'll take it I pull my hair and I smash my face in the pavement I wanna make an arrangement I'll trade my brain just for less of the same shit!!!!!!! I dont wanna hang I dont wanna cyphe I just wanna get you out of my life I dont wanna hang I dont wanna cyphe I just wanna get you out of my life, yes

In order to appear more feminine, take a ton of estrogen Messing with my endocrine, feels like testing mescaline I'll never make a next of kin But you won't catch me crying over one less pedestrian Except when it's a cop tryna fill the quota Repressed girls obsessed like I'm hentai, shota I show them how I live and they act like I'm Yoda They think I'm made of flowers and I live in a pagoda But that's not accurate That's not really how it is I don't want the battle scar I just want the battle kiss Ping pong paddles to the back where the saddle is What's the catalyst? That's not accurate That's not really how it is I don't want the battle scar I just want the battle kiss Ping pong paddles to the back where the saddle is What's the catalyst? Poppin' E but it's not ecstasy But I still feel like all my friends are next to me In a tree and we're leaves And we'll be fine till we feel the autumn breeze My mosquito bites are healing I smell the air and I get a weird feeling It's kinda fuzzy kinda sad and it leaves me reeling I'm smoking weed lying on my bed staring at the white ceiling Don't you love the way this place looks in fall The sky is so grey and it makes me feel small I glance at your face You're hardly here at all I ask you what's wrong you say you don't wanna talk That's OK It's not like I came all the way here just to talk anyway You're still pretty nice just to look at I wanna pet you like a cat If I reach for your head you'll jump out of my lap I wanna sneak you into class inside my backpack How about that How about that How about that?

I'll get out your hair if I can get you outta my head Please don't keep me up late and make me writhe in my bed Was it something that I did, was it something that I said Will I ever leave my house again I guess it all depends I talked to my mom She gave me some advice I didn't really like it, I just listened to be nice Seems like I just did another cycle in my life Where I realized I was wrong and my mom was really right 'Cause the awful truth of life: if it's trite it's probly true And there's probably exceptions but they're probly not you And there's probably a reason that we can't find all the clues When we put it all together then we won't know what to do If I find my place I think the universe'll sue So I marinate my brain in the universal stew I flicked my right hand and a flower patch grew And I stomped it all out cause it reminded me of you I love you mom and I love you dad and I love you Sunny too I love the dog and I love the cat and I love our window's view See the problem is I don't love myself, I just don't know what to do And I try to be so good for you I just don't know what to do I love you mom and I love you dad and I love you Sunny too I love the dog and I love the cat and I love our window's view See the problem is I don't love myself, I just don't know what to do And I try to be so good for you I just don't know what to do Because I did a lot of shit that I can't even tell my mom 'Cause I don't think she'd still love me and I don't think she'd be wrong And I don't think I deserve to feel the happiness inside Should I let myself decide at what time I wanna die I just want to get high to get my mind off my demise But it just makes me think about it more like every single time I don't want to be sober I don't want to be high I guess that just means that I don't wanna be alive If you think the world is crazy And you think that nothing can change it Then I'm not surprised that you're lazy Then I'm not surprised that you're anxious You might as well just move up to the mountains and never do anything ever again You might as well dig a hole in the ground and hide in it and never let anyone in Ugh I'd rather get slumped Take a walk in the forest think of how I fucked up It starts to rain hard I tell the sky that that's enough But the worms down in the ground just laugh at me when they come up I tell them shut up You're a worm you don't know whats up But as soon as they give up I cry until the woods fill up And they get drank up The world is a cup I don't know for what god, I just know that we're fucked I just know that we're fucked. The awful truth of life: if it's trite it's probly true And there's probably exceptions but they're probly not you And there's probably a reason that we can't find all the clues When we put it all together then we won't know what to do If I find my place I think the universe'll sue So I marinate my brain in the universal stew I flicked my right hand and a flower patch grew But I stomped it all out cause it reminded me of you Reminded me of you You.

Every time I try to sleep I think about the shit I've seen Adult ass men feeling up on young teens Flowers that can bloom on the moon or undersea Or the all-seeing leaves of the universal tree Overflowing feats in floating castles of my dreams Or pretty little nymphs with the lips like whipped cream Sentimental values will only end in screams You have to shed your skin and only then can the light show through the seams I've seen a lot of things But I don't know a lot I can't remember my dreams I don't know why not I can't remember numbers from my combination lock I can't remember constellations, or the names of rocks My jaded nature is the bane of my existance But I couldn't exist in this world without indifference It doesn't matter if life is a simulation 'Cause even if it is then it's still the same situation Still the same limitations in my daily life Still nothing to do but just drive around and cyphe And bump beats and rap and have tedious conversations about the state of human rights What could have been never ever would have been Cause everything that's happened has happened, and the earth still spins I think my life's a movie The Truman Show specifically I'm sick cause I'm addicted to epiphanies Queen of the underground, I feel like Persephone I supply the sound but I won't make them pay a debt to me It's fine for me 'cause there are other fish up in the sea The problem for them is that when it comes to beats, there's just not really another me So eventually they rediscover me And try to smother me and butter me up Like I'd been replaced with another me who gives a fuck or wants their company Why would I want it if I can't be in it comfortably Why would I want your presence if you're not a bud to me Why would I want a bud if they're not in love with me How can you love me if you barely even fuck with me I don't want frauds or actors, or gods or masters Or friends I take out and they just stick to the wall like plaster Maaan, I'd rather have a natural disaster I'd rather be alone today and every day after But loneliness is sticky and it seems to gunk me up It gums my gears up, it makes my brain get stuck in ruts It deconstructs my sentences and fucks me up It makes my knuckles white like I forgot to buckle up I need a heavy sweater for this winter weather All my dreams and memories just seem to bleed together Feels like I'm falling off like a dead bird feather But it's whatever, I guess I'll probly get better

You'll never have a say in what people say So the best thing to do is smoke weed all day Lock yourself in your room it'll be OK Feel the laptop light with it's healing rays You can ask for help in a million ways Or you can help yourself and stop being afraid You can melt your face off in the microwave Or you can take yourself out on a personal date Wait till the sun comes down it's worth the wait We can wade in the lake late in the day We can bake five cakes eat 'em all today Or we can end it all and set them all straight When you're a lock everybody thinks they're a key Please come inside me try to fix me Tell me not to fry my brain till its crispy Ask me how that's gonna make me feel when I'm 60 If you hate the new me just wait to meet the next me Maybe in a year or two you can text me We can talk then except if you expect me to fall at your feet just 'cause you didn't forget me When we go on walks I feel less like a friend and more like cum in a sock that you forgot you used to jack off When you're a key everybody thinks they're the lock I wanna live life like I'm moss on a rock I wanna get attached to things, I wanna never move or talk I wanna look pretty and be really really soft Like moss on a rocksadarasadarasada I wanna live life like I'm moss on a rock I wanna get attached to things, I wanna never move or talk I wanna look pretty and be really really soft Like moss on rocksadarasadarasada Damn it feels good just to start a new day The whole world changed to a different shade of grey Look outside, I think they're having a parade Look at the sky, and take a sip of lemonade Look at you ffFuck I love your face I love bugs and I love the whole human race But sometimes I think that if it's all the same, then I wanna opt out of this pointless game Damn it feels good just to start a world war Damn it feels good to put your back to the floor Put my heel on your belly then I dig it in more And then I spit on your face just to even up the score That's what I wanted to do this whole time And I'm sorry that I had to ruin your whole spine All I want to do is to draw a bold line So everyone can differentiate you and IIIIIIII Wanna live life like I'm moss on a rock I wanna get attached to things, I wanna never move or talk I wanna look pretty and be really really soft Like moss on a rocksadarasadarasada I wanna live life like I'm moss on a rock I wanna get attached to things, I wanna never move or talk I wanna look pretty and be really really soft Like moss on 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I don't wanna be on magazines I wanna be in dreams I don't wanna feel bee stings in my sleep I just wanna hear, I don't really wanna see I don't wanna care I don't wanna ever need things I sleep with the beast You only get the good food if you shit where you eat You can put me on a leash, but only if you ask me nicely I don't wanna read books bitch I wanna read minds I just wanna see what makes you flinch every time I just wanna get to the point where it's fine And you never try to spy through my bedroom blinds Please be kind Please know that we'll never see eye to eye Let me have mine Split it up and then give it time It's all the same if I throw the game All I'm tryna do is invade your brain They just wanna get hooked up with fame Stop acting cute that's my puppy's lane I miss when I was lowkey Now it seems like everyone already seems to know me I'm watching Home Alone 'cause I'm lonely But I can't focus on it I keep thinking back to what you told me I was working with the wrong information in a brain more vacant than abandoned space stations I tried to find a way to cure my insecurity I guess it worked but that's not the part that worries me I had to find an entourage to encourage me To get out of my town and the shit that had occurred to me I tried to fill my lungs up with kerosene So that when I spit there was no one who could embarrass me So that when I spit there was no one who could take care of me Even when I wake up, I'm still in a dream And when I wake up from that dream I'm still in a dream And they can't even hear me scream cause I'm sound asleep They find me on the ground and start surrounding me They take a step back and I start to wheeze They don't know what to do they bend down to me They question me and I'm in too deep But my mouth cracks and I start to speak I don't really like wide open spaced I don't really like pried open faces I don't wanna wear nice shoe's cause there's always goblins grabbing at my laces If they're beats I only eat em if they're raw or well done And if it's weed then I cheef till I no longer have fun If it's trees then I climb em till I'm touching the sun And if it's seeds I spread em everywhere to feed all my sons, yeah Yeah these kids are my sons but they would never acknowledge Act like they forgot about me cause I went off to college I've been honing my craft I throw stones on the map And then I go where they land And then I form a new band Then we make a hit song Then I just move on Then I do it again Just to prove em wrong 'Cause they said I couldn't do it now I know that I can But there's bigger fish in the sand Just shrimp frying in a big pan I'm a little fishy with a big plan Big things on a big level I'll mold the planet with an iron hand All you see is a metallic palm It's 10 digits 10 miles long Try to guess what you're looking at But I guarantee that you'll get it wrong Try to guess what you're looking at Try to guess what you're looking at but I guarantee that you'll get it wrong

Self-medicate with self-hatred Self-neglect as a form of self-flagellation Masturbation as a form of procrastination I'm fated to be jaded straight up to my expiration I was scared of drugs because I knew I'd like em too much But my life was getting fucked so I needed a new crutch Consumed too much but it's hard not to do when you hang out with stupid losers who don't do much Too much lenience Too much reckless abandonment Too much privilege given to those who can't handle it Too many late nights and date nights There were some great nights But over all I wish that I had stayed inside Though at the same time, I wish I'd gone out more Experienced the outdoors, the real life Life board But it gets boring, exerting energy socializing and exploring Everything becomes a game when the law means nothing When you realize the mugger is just bluffing When you look into his eyes and you realize he won't use his knife cause he knows your life means something He just wants to put bread on the table same as you He just does it in ways you'd be ashamed to do It's up to you to decide what that means to you Do you laugh or scream or a mixture of the two I haven't quite decided myself I just know that I can't confide in just anyone else I just know that life feels like a preview to hell And I hope that I'll never see the real version as well I hope it doesn't exist I hope that death is like before birth, because that was eternal bliss No needs no thoughts no emotions The wound of mortality had not yet been opened And the only way to close it is to taper off into what is hopefully the same as pre-existance My life will be a perfect oval shape and stretch a clean and adequate amount of temporal distance I might as well be dust on the surface of Jupiter I might as well just bust nuts on my computer I might as well just revel in existential stupor Till I'm removed from this dimension like a tumor.

Bein locked in a prison for a victimless crime I do the same kinda time when I dive in my mind There's no precious stones at the bottom of mine There's just forgettable people that I remember all the time Same ones that pop into my thoughts and my dreams Cropped out but they still crop up in my sleep But it's not even really them It's a reflection of me It's just the fingerprints they'd leave when they'd smoothen my crease I'd say it's even more what they chose to ignore It's when they ashed in my mouth when I was down on the floor How they dressed me in a skirt, and they wrote on my drawers SLUTslutUTUTUTUTSLUTwh-wh-whore (whore) I hope if you don't like me you don't like what I spit Because I say what's true to me and I'm not trying to quit So if you can still listen then it isn't legit 'Cause that means it's not me and that means it's not shit I only see rap as a means to an end, I'm never in it for the cash that's where producing comes in I just use it as a way to beam my thoughts in your skin They lay their babies in your veins and exit out through your limbs Old memories like sand between the fingers They slip so fast but the feeling still lingers Except when it's a fact that I'd rather not remember Cause then it digs it claws in and lives there forever Feeling like my phone cause snapping you drains my energy You gotta leave me some for ruminating endlessly I've been thinking I might turn you to a memory So Imma just forget about everything that you meant to me When the cis get high they misgender me And if the stakes get high they'll surrender me Underachievement is just etched in my chemistry A tenth of what I'm meant to be like ten legged centipedes I SAID I HAD TO PAY A PRICE JUST TO LOOK THIS FLEE AND I DONT EVEN MEAN LIKE MONEY CAUSE THIS FIT WAS FREE I MEAN I WAS AN OUTFIT FOR THE ONES AROUND ME I MEAN I SHIFTED MY SHAPE TO WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO BE I COULDNT SAY NO CAUSE I JUST WANTED ATTENTION A FIEND FOR WEED NOW USED TO BE SOCIAL ASCENTION I REMEMBER I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION I REMEMBER HOW MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION I REMEMBER HOW MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION I REMEMBER WHEN MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION <3