Bein locked in a prison for a victimless crime
I do the same kinda time when I dive in my mind
There's no precious stones at the bottom of mine
There's just forgettable people that I remember all the time
Same ones that pop into my thoughts and my dreams
Cropped out but they still crop up in my sleep
But it's not even really them
It's a reflection of me
It's just the fingerprints they'd leave when they'd smoothen my crease
I'd say it's even more what they chose to ignore
It's when they ashed in my mouth when I was down on the floor
How they dressed me in a skirt, and they wrote on my drawers
SLUTslutUTUTUTUTSLUTwh-wh-whore (whore)
I hope if you don't like me you don't like what I spit
Because I say what's true to me and I'm not trying to quit
So if you can still listen then it isn't legit
'Cause that means it's not me and that means it's not shit
I only see rap as a means to an end, I'm never in it for the cash that's where producing comes in
I just use it as a way to beam my thoughts in your skin
They lay their babies in your veins and exit out through your limbs
Old memories like sand between the fingers
They slip so fast but the feeling still lingers
Except when it's a fact that I'd rather not remember
Cause then it digs it claws in and lives there forever

Feeling like my phone cause snapping you drains my energy
You gotta leave me some for ruminating endlessly
I've been thinking I might turn you to a memory
So Imma just forget about everything that you meant to me
When the cis get high they misgender me
And if the stakes get high they'll surrender me
Underachievement is just etched in my chemistry
A tenth of what I'm meant to be like ten legged centipedes

I SAID I HAD TO PAY A PRICE JUST TO LOOK THIS FLEE
AND I DONT EVEN MEAN LIKE MONEY CAUSE THIS FIT WAS FREE
I MEAN I WAS AN OUTFIT FOR THE ONES AROUND ME
I MEAN I SHIFTED MY SHAPE TO WHAT THEY WANTED ME TO BE
I COULDNT SAY NO CAUSE I JUST WANTED ATTENTION
A FIEND FOR WEED NOW USED TO BE SOCIAL ASCENTION
I REMEMBER I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION
I REMEMBER HOW MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION
I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION
I REMEMBER HOW MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION
I WOULD CRY WHEN THEY PUT ME IN DETENTION
I REMEMBER WHEN MY EYES WERE THE SIZE OF A DIMENSION

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